hurry up and.... wait!
I find myself driving and oops there i go... headspin... I'm suddenly back to where I was, oh, 2yrs ago. 6mos ago. 8 DAYS ago. Again. Except this time its with a NEW view and a DIFFerent tune. Waiting. Awesome. Isnt it? I find myself asking "Lord, did i hear you the first time?"or in a bewildered state; I hesitate. And meditate to formulate the words— and then.... release. ahhhh. ....and I, I cannot bring more to the tip of my tongue to rattle off some religious prayer or words like its what You wanna hear and i s..s..stutter through because i feel like I have no words left to utter a glimpse into the wreckage and turmoil I'm in.. I have. no. words. God. I need a revelation! I just really want to know if your near me; Lord Do you hear me?! And so I'm stuck. I keep driving. and thinking. and processing. Lingering.... My heart is overwhelmed a...